Sachiel

Talking Grace with Angels

Becoming ready

It is easy for me to slip into other times, lives, dimensions, and a lot harder to sit with and stay with the troubles. Yet that is what I have been doing, sitting with, holding space and being with the troubles, for the troubles are many.

When the phrase ‘staying with the troubles’ was first used, it was intended to be used as a way of facing our own and familial effects of colonisation upon many lands. This process is not an over and done upon a month process, it is a lifelong facing of the colonisation of our thought processes, the ways the West has moved in and solidified its hold, not only upon indigenous lands but our minds and hearts. So deeply entrenched is the colonisation phrases such as ‘there has always been war’, ‘evil is essential’, ‘if you don’t know pain you can’t know joy’, have become tattooed on the veins through which our life blood pumps.

It is a strange thing to be sitting in the aftermath of a loved ones earthly death. After the ceremonies, the accolades and the eulogies are done, a peculiar stillness emerges. A stillness in which I realise, it is my turn to grieve. I have filled others cups, supported, counselled, held space and loved beyond thoughts of capacity. Certain areas I may now lay to rest and I write in order to do so.

It is a very easy thing to stay within the troubles, when the troubles belong to Others, a lot harder when the troubles belong to Self. What does one do with them, the Troubles, does one relive and relive the sensation? Or does one look for the Time Being from whence that sensation first arose? You know you can spend a lifetime chasing Time Beings?

I watched the most incredible lady and she said, “instead of spending my life thinking about my childhood, I do this”. And proceeded to show the most wonderful photographic presentation on ley lines and portals. I learned a lot.

I learned that whilst some of us were tucked behind beautiful doors Others had been shining their lights and in a growing way, were being heard. Is the growth organic? Was the New Age?

I suspect many are asking for all the deep diving, are they any happier? Have they achieved anything other than internalisation of pain? An easy way to answer an abundance question is to look at the immediate exterior to your body. Is the area as you would have it? If your eyes don’t slip happily from object to object, then a couple of options present. Heal your area or heal your thoughts about the area.

It was over the area of communal magical space my thoughts and heart blipped. I miss working with Others on behalf of Others. Years of working with Beings of Place has left me awkward in company, something I am hoping to remedy. I wondered if any would be interested in joining a Lynne McTaggart style Power of Eight, Intention Group, with me?

It would be a once a week, hour long commitment for a four week trial. It won’t cost anything but your time and as the group, intends/prays/well wishes, for others, may be a great way of getting out of your head and into your heart, whilst supporting Others along their journey. I would like to begin the trial upon (of course;) the New Moon. Time to get out of my head and back into my heart also. I would hate to miss this Aquarian wave and drive for something better, though the vision of having it now. Fuck the realists reality. This hippie/pirate/rebel, would like your support.

If you are interested in joining please contact me via a message, on SubStack, Xitter, Mighty Rune Soup or through responding to this post. I have clear skies and am looking for the Rainbows.

Much, much love